Saturday, February 24, 2007

Exposed

I've wanted to write a blog for awhile. Not because I want someone to read my words but because it has become a hell of lot easier to type my thoughts as they arise then to write them. Such is the information age, I guess. This leave me feeling a little naked and exposed. Is someone going to read this? Is the fear of judgement going to create self-censorship in my posts? I suppose I could simply fill a Word document and hide it on my hard drive but even that is not as private as I'd like...I'm seeking privacy and yet flooding, open, clarity. I want to catch negative thoughts, as they rear their heads, on the screen, and then offer them to universe/infinite abyss of cyber space..where I suppose potential eyes exist but none that I'll ever have to confront...who wants to read by backwash, anyway? Ugh. I will have to work at honesty here I can tell.

Corpuscularity

I like the way the word sounds as it shifts three times in my mouth. Being sensitive to light touch as mechanoreceptors, they also pretty much sum up where I am and have been for awhile. Reacting to stimuli rather than actively initiating my reality....